It's a beautiful, cold day. The sky is clear and blue. I feel a bit more hopeful, if not a little tentative. I think for the most part, I've "let my wallow out", as a good friend put it. There will still be sad moments, but I've visited the doctor and it looks like there's only a faint amount of HCG left, so it seems that last week was the worst of it. I feel pretty lucky. The best news is that their initial suggestion of waiting 3 months was more cautionary to allow for emotional recovery, so we won't have to wait as long as I thought. Don't worry, though, I'm still going to cross off the tiny bucket list, but maybe a little quicker.
Feeling gratitude for:
- really great friends who know just how to grieve with you
- a husband who is my best friend and such a great partner
- sunshine
- the ability to grieve, feel, and bounce back
- health
- sushi and red wine
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